#I’m gonna do it

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wispy raft
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Im gonna relapse I swear to god im gonna do it tonight I watched so many people I knew and loved just crumble and I’m pretty sure they all hate me now so :/
fuck it

echo rivet
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Hey, you still online?
You can talk to me here, or you can dm me if you like. I just want you to know that people care.

wispy raft
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I relapsed

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no

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?

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why did you delete the message

echo rivet
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Sorry about that, meant to edit it

wispy raft
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oh

echo rivet
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My grammar is awful

wispy raft
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no worries

echo rivet
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How are you feeling?

wispy raft
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but no, it was just small cuts
but they sting

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a lot

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it was with a razor

echo rivet
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Are you still close to the object?

wispy raft
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no

echo rivet
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Ok good. Take a couple deep breaths.

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Do you have a phone? (I’m not asking for your number)

wispy raft
echo rivet
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Ok, you can still talk to me, but here are some help lines that are more qualified.

988
741741

wispy raft
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uh
no I’m okay
it’s okay I’ll just leave you alone

echo rivet
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No no, it’s fine, really.

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I just wanted to make sure you had the option

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I’m here for you. I don’t know who you are, or any of your background, but I’ve felt how you feel. I get it, life really really sucks sometimes. I just wantto make sure as few people make the same mistakes I did.

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You still here?

wispy raft
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I wanna cry

echo rivet
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You can cry, no one is stopping you. Would you like to tell me why you want to cry.

wispy raft
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I got angry at a friend that I deeply care about so so much and I hate myself for it

echo rivet
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I’m sorry about that. I don’t know how long you’ve know this friend, but for me, I have a couple of long term friends, and sometimes we just need a break.

wispy raft
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Well that’s great. You care for the friendship, so fight for it.
What happened, I don’t want exact details if you don’t want to share, but sometimes talking with some one else can help.

echo rivet
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Hey, I’m really sorry, but it’s getting late where I am. So I’ll leave you with this.

  1. The help lines I mentioned are above, you can google them if you’re not quite sure.
  2. Some things that I find helpful are journaling, it’s good just to get it all down on paper. Also just walking/jogging also helps clear my mind.
  3. I’ll check on you in the morning, make sure you’re okay.

Just know that I care, I would love to hear your story, and what happened with your friend.

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Do you want me to dm you in the morning or leave it here?
If you don’t respond to this then I’ll leave it here, I just want to make sure you’re comfortable with how we’re talking.

sour seal
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Oh yeah potato will wake up in like... idk an hour