It’s hard for me to rationalize the radical changes I must make to “fit it” with people of my demographic. I feel unneeded pressure to conform or to do and say shit that isn’t natural to me. It is not a natural thought to me to inform those around me of my state, it’s not natural for me to be offended when someone calls me the wrong gender pronouns or whatever. Personally that’s not the things that bother me, it’s the broad unacceptance that I want to wear my heels and skirts and turn the wrench under my car yknow? Regular maintenance things are being put into gender roles it feels. I’m not accepted by women as one of them in most capacities,
I don’t know what I’m here to complain about this time. The thought of friends seems so distant, it’s not it never is but I have spent so long without I don’t know how to engage with.
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