tw-sh, i hate myself, im stupid. cut myself on the arm a bit, it felt good. everytime i go near a sharp object i almost stab myself. i feel trapped in this world, nobody likes me, everybody is so judgemental, everytime i ever told a secret to a friend, they betrayed me. my only true friend is in a hospital and i can't contact them. something is deeply wrong with me. I can't tell anyone. i just want it to end.
#i need help
sterile idol
pulsar shard
Hey, if it helps, I like ya! You seem chill from the 2 minutes I’ve talked to you!
sterile idol
thanks
pulsar shard
Of course!!!!!
sterile idol
i really needed to tell somebody about this
frigid spire
aye! if anything, i like ya too! you're super cool and nice even tho we talked just a bit! don't double yourself down so much, you're an amazing person with a super cool personality! and there's nothing wrong with you at all!!
pulsar shard
🗣️🔥
sterile idol
i wish that was true
frigid spire
it is true!!
pulsar shard
i wish that was true
It can be if you work hard, and you’re clearly showing initiative by even venting this out
So good job! I’m proud of you, friend!
frigid spire
more than anything it's true, because its you and who you are as a person, you show many good qualities of yourself
pulsar shard
:3
frigid spire
It can be if you work hard, and you’re clearly showing initiative by even ventin...
yes!! i agree !!
although you think negatively about yourself, you still care about yourself enough to talk about this issue out loud and that itself is proof that you are worth something, that you matter and that you are valid!
frigid spire
yes!!
sterile idol
i should have realized my sh thoughts a long time ago, it has happened, and i was too frickin stupid to realize it
pulsar shard
i should have realized my sh thoughts a long time ago, it has happened, and i wa...
Not stupid, just unable to recognize them
A lot of times people think it’s normal and they think nothing more of it, since it becomes a normal, regular thought
frigid spire
yes!! i agree with hattie!
pulsar shard
Same as “I’m hungry,” except it becomes “I’d like to hurt myself.”
frigid spire
you get so used to it that it just comes to you, with no warning its just there
pulsar shard
It’s pretty normal for it to become as normal to you as, well, being thirsty or being tired. It’s just a “need” and we don’t think much more of it. I’m super proud of you for realizing it’s an issue ❤️
sterile idol
A lot of times people think it’s normal and they think nothing more of it, since...
everytime i feel something different, like me noticing im trans or having sh thoughts, my brain ALWAYS thinks its just mimicking other people.
pulsar shard
everytime i feel something different, like me noticing im trans or having sh tho...
That’s pretty typical. It’s a response to internalize either self loathing or to justify something that cannot or should not be justified
I mean, I’m depressed. I tell myself a lot negative things, then go “You’re just sad because you wanna be special.”
Does it make it true? NOPE! I’m already special (my mommy says so :3/Silly) and I don’t need to be depressed for that, it’s just another symptom of depression
pulsar shard
everytime i feel something different, like me noticing im trans or having sh tho...
Oh and trans peeps go off 🗣️🔥
sterile idol
heh
pulsar shard
frigid spire
yes! trans people are lowky the best
pulsar shard
Onb
sterile idol
my brothers trans
frigid spire
woopie!!
sterile idol
thats probably why my brain thought it was mimicking someone
pulsar shard
It just means you have had an easier time recognizing yourself because you’ve seen examples
pulsar shard
Of course!!! Any time :3
sterile idol
gotta tell my doctors and stuff about these sh thoughts
frigid spire
you got this! you're not alone and you always have people to catch you when you fall (not literally/physically)
pulsar shard
you got this! you're not alone and you always have people to catch you when you ...
Who’s to say they won’t be in a trust fall?/silly
frigid spire
hurmm idkk
pulsar shard
gotta tell my doctors and stuff about these sh thoughts
That would be best :)
Best to cut out the stem before it grows thorns
sterile idol
it feels weird to tell them about this even tho every time they ask i have said i have never had thoughts because i was too idiotic to realize
frigid spire
yes! don't let your wound get infected otherwise you could catch unknown or unwanted diseases
frigid spire
it feels weird to tell them about this even tho every time they ask i have said ...
they care for your wellbeing, and theyre looking out for you, so take that chance
pulsar shard
it feels weird to tell them about this even tho every time they ask i have said ...
And that’s fine, they’ll still recognize it as valid even though you’ve said no oreviously
There’s a reason they ask every time and not just once
sterile idol
never gonna tell school counselors tho
frigid spire
There’s a reason they ask every time and not just once <:yeag:133590756243197544...
yes i agree with that
frigid spire
never gonna tell school counselors tho
phew.. learned that lesson real hard..!
dont do it, especially to the social worker
or police officer
frigid spire
yup
sterile idol
my one friend learned it the hard way to not tell the school people, and thats why im telling yall, cuz now i can't tell them
frigid spire
also, don't tell teachers
sterile idol
yea they would just report it to the school
pulsar shard
Fair enough
sterile idol
anyways thanks you 2 for the support, i really need to be careful.
pulsar shard
frigid spire
ofc!! if anything we're both here!!
pulsar shard
Any time friend-o!
sterile idol
