I can’t stand my house, and today I snapped

[lime orbit]

I can’t stand living here, I mean generally I can’t stand living hence why I have depression. But it just keeps getting worse and worse every day until today I finally snapped.
I was sitting on the couch because I had set a pot of coffee to brew, and my grandparents just kept berating me. Saying I had an attitude. Whatever, they say that all the time and I’ve told them before that even if I’m not angry or upset asking me constant questions or saying I sound upset makes me upset. (Autism) But whatever.
Then it just kept going, and going, and going. So I got up to leave, without saying a word, and the last thing I heard was “You’re just a fucking asshole.” So I screamed back “IM SO SICK OF THIS HOUSE.” And what followed was “THEN FUCKING LEAVE. GET THE FUCK OUT.” Then just more insults.

I don’t understand how they expect me to care or want to live here or want to do anything for them when this is how I’m treated over not cleaning the litter boxes. For years I told them I’d be gone the day I turned 18, unfortunately I wasn’t able to do that, but by god I’ll be damned if I’m not moving out now.

If anyone has any advice on moving out at 18 I’d appreciate it. I can’t stand living here anymore and I’m already asking friends if I could move in with them.

The following insults (and the conversation above), btw, were entirely from my grandpa. They included “She’s just a fucking bitch.” while my grandma kept trying to tell him to stop. You can imagine the rest.

My grandparents have known I’m transmasc and I have been out as transmasc for 7 years.

[lethal vale]

Well, my father is at an age where he will snap at the tip of a hat like donald duck. I used to be genuinely afraid of him but now at this point I only pity his condition for his mind has become more like a child's if anything.

I left as soon I turned 18 to go to college and nothing worked out.

After 1 year I was jobless, isolated, and failing half my classes

But as soon as I asked them for a favor he still welcomed me with open arms even after calling me every slur in the book for a lavender man.