urgha

[tulip schooner]

idk man im stressed the fucked out i cant even do the things i like without my parents judging it i cant even taking my own advice what the fuck i guess the only way im coping is like through pridecord chat ig but that is also stressing me out cause people are so stupid what the fuck.

also maybe drawing but that barely help.

[tulip schooner]

i just realized im dead inside help

[tulip schooner]

im tired

i feel like shit

[narrow brook]

Hiya basil all this feels stressful yeah I can see, I dont really wanna tell you what to do, like its you who should choose, But hey if you wanna talk more about it no problem im there dw. oh and have you tried like other style of drawing maybe something new could be cool ? Drawing or creating thingy can really help

[tulip schooner]

.. thanks. you are the best friend anyone can have, im currently doing a tad bit better.

[narrow brook]

That's already really cool I'm and truly wishing you more moments like this but yeah don't let other ppl make you feel down being unique is the best thing ya got

[tulip schooner]

ik sometimes i wonder if i meant to be alone or with people.
i wonder why im different from my family.
i wonder if i like the quiet or is scared of it.

[narrow brook]

By my experience (I just share it btw like I'm not saying it same for you not at all) I like my family but I was always very different from them I felt like we really did not like the same things. For me what I did was just to come at gathering less often, and talked to more specific person I connected more too, You don't have to like / speak with everyone its fine dw. but yeah that's something that at the start feels weird like you are isolated.

For the first point I'd say social connection are nice, but it just depends maybe you more meant to have 1/2 friends you are very close too than like knowing a lot of people less well. Like me I like social contact but sometime I just wanna be alone in my space. But you have time to see what fits best to you.

[tulip schooner]

everything going by so fast. i wished time moved slower so i can jst breathe

[hoary verge]

are you ok?

[coarse sinew]

hm… I could say so.

[tulip schooner]

i like quiet.

[narrow brook]

Hiya, Just wanting to know how you doing today, I hope you could feel a bit better even if its a bit

[tulip schooner]

doing better now <3