So, my school year started late.. but you know how you make freinds and all that sh!t? well i was trying to, but on accadint... i got attracted to the wrong freind type.. i got close to the bad guy in our class, he made me feel really REALLY bad about myself, and plus this girl trying to steal my gf from me, and she FCKIN HATES ME, like tackle, bites hates me... so i just couldent handle the feelings and i desided, "I dont fckn care anymore, im cutting myself.." i brought a knife in my bag. and waited to outside time, i met with my gf anc i asked to help me.. since she was a trans,self harm,emo,ect guy (shes trans so shes male) but i got her to help me.. and i cut myself. 1 on my hand and on my shoulder.. and non of my parents know.. i kinda regreted it. but now idc! i feel good about it, this was 2 days ago btw. i feel much better and everytime me and my mother fight after i have my mentel break down. i can always go "THIS IS WHY I F*CKIN CUT MYSELF?!" and i feel better. Also.. i dont know if i should keep cutting myself, or stop.. please give me advice.
#I cut myself for the first time...
alpine solstice
white lintel
So, my school year started late.. but you know how you make freinds and all that...
hey.. so i understand whats going on, and i truthfully had almost the same experience
this is a coping mechanism for feeling rly shxtty, but think of it as being an alcoholic.
it may make you feel better but one day itll start to hurt. a lot.
itll be hard to stop but i STRONGLY advise it, cus im a stranger ik and im actually worried this could progress further
i advise to try to stop,,
i also hope things in your life get a bit better
it must be really hard, so jjust know one day, no matter how long it takes, things will settle down
what i say may not be a lot but i hope you understand
shut belfry
So, my school year started late.. but you know how you make freinds and all that...
Im responding really late to this, but please try and stop. I understand thoughts feel overwhelming and can almost drown out any rationality, but this is one of the worst ways to cope. I cant list other ways to cope off the top of my head, but please try to stop quickly before it becomes an addiction.