TW: Suicide Death

[foggy smelt]

I recently found out my cousin died. he was a very close person to me. And I don't to how to cope as I already had many really close people die. As well as that Ive been bullied to the point they have been ganging up on me and sometimes telling to kms - some even beat me. Once I was put In a double choke hold, so I really just want die.

[craggy portal]

As hard as things can get life isnt something you should throw away, things are never easy and it seems for you they never have been, me myself i was bullied for 11 years, so i have the experience, and im so glad i didnt give into those thoughts

ik that my future will be full of happiness

bc as much as i suffered then ik that i will get happiness in return

its not something that easy to believe in ik

but again, you can get through it, dont care about what they say, they wanna bully you then tell the school, if they dont do anythign about it then tell the cops, i think either one might help, but you should know

that those people are gonna grow up and have horrible lives.

no love, drugs, jail, no job, and so on

those who suffer always end up on top, just remember

im not bad now tbh, im doing ok, im in college now, just living and thats all i can do tbf, i just got broken up with week ago and as much as it hurt ik that there is somebody who wants me for me out there

no matter my looks and so on and you have the same for you.

you will find your path and when you do, your gonna look back and regret every even considering the choice of ending it.

believe me. when you do it you will regret it, ik bc my friend had the same experience, he went through with it, and luckily we got to him in time but for you..might not be so lucky, and he said that he regretted it, asoon as he done it, he regretted it.

keep going, really, keep fighting, living, pushing and you will make it to the other side of the tunnel at the end of it all, i truly do believe that

[foggy smelt]

ill try and thank you