I just wanna be myself without being afraid anymore. I just wanna be happy but being a girl is I’m just losing my interest because it’s not fun anymore. It’s just scaring the crap out of me. Maybe my option is just to go back to being a boy. I’ll be miserable, but I won’t get constant hate anymore
#i’m not doing good
cobalt vapor
Should’ve stayed in the freaking closet. I’ve lost almost all of my family because of this maybe I deserve it.
I have no friends IRL anymore neither
supple night
I've got no IRL friends either and have been questioning whether I'm even human. But under no circumstances would think that being transgender would ever be enough to derserve it and it's not. if most of your family decided to not to be on your side that's something THEY caused not you. that and you said almost your whole family so if that's true then not everyone is against you. so someone's still with even if most of you family aren't. just try to remember that