Why can't I just know who I am without questions? I don't like being uncertain about myself, I don't need sympathy, I need answers. Am I bi? Pan? Gynesexual? Something else? I don't know. And why can't I admit that I have a crush on a boy? Is it because I'm a boy too? Is it because I'm scared of getting rejected and ruining our friendship forever? Would he be disgusted by me asking? Does he even think of me as a friend anymore because of how my mental state is going down the drain? Why can't I just be normal?
#I don't know who I am
slender steeple
gilded mantle
I went through the same situation, I came out the first time only because I was asked about it but the second time I was able to talk about it. I think if you have a good relationship with one of your friends then just sit down with them and talk.