fierce pivot
So this Tuesday, I got hit with the news that my bf is breaking up with me, which is so out of nowhere. He told me that he was at a pool party on Sunday and he was talking about my anger issues. One of his friends asked if he felt safe around me, instead of being a supportive bf and saying yes, he thought about it and said I guess not and he thought that if we ever got into a fight one time, he thought I would hit him (which I would never do). So the next day, he didn't go back to school and took a mental health day off. Then he told me this the next day. He also had another reason, he said that I was being too, "clingy" which is stupid imo, and said that the relationship isn't going to work out. I didn't want to fight about it and said ok. We hugged it out and he walked away. I was heartbroken at the time since it was 2 1/2 years wasted, and I almost wanted to end my life because of it, but luckily I didn't. So now, I need help with finding a relationship.
#Help (TW little bit of suicidal thoughts)
urban harbor
Oo-its ok that ur boyfriend felt those ways, you shouldnt invalidate that. Your allowed to be upset tho.
Sounds like he wasn't the right person for you. Do consider if your ready for another relationship-you cant force yourself to find someone. Hope you get some closure, and ty fot not ending it the world needs people like you.