Vent and stuff

[fast obsidian]

I feel like I have to say I'm fine but I'm not I am just soo fed up of my brain and I feel like I have to lissen to music so I can't think and I nearly had a mental breakdown in lesson earlier I can go out but I couldn't cos I did not have the note also I think I would have started crying if I did. So yeah a shit days rn idk how ill survive science. I have felt like shit someday like today and I think yesterday. I fell like I can't remember what's happening in my daily life and can't remember my emotions. It normaly comes in phases throughout the day but rarely this bad. I alsofeel like I am shit at talking and keeping convosations going to online and irl freinds it kinda doesn't help that I am not out as anything so that helps a shitload. Sorry for the swaring and the lenth

[tulip frost]

Dude this is not bad length.
I posted an almost 4,000 letter long message.
Does your school have like a mental health room or like special education are in that.
I’m sorry if these words mean nothing as it’s clear English isn’t your first language and some of the stuff is from the American school system.

[fast obsidian]

i think i know what u mean. like a place where for my school, where u go for help, or if u have a gap lesson. is that what u mean

[fast obsidian]

Could I go to a school nurse

[tulip frost]

Yeah

Feign an illness.

[fast obsidian]

what an illness

what should i say sorry

[tulip frost]

Cough

Just like cough.
Try to irritate your nose.

If your desperate you can try and force a bloody nose

[fast obsidian]

i can just send a email to them

[tulip frost]

Well try something.

[fast obsidian]

if I get a nosebleed or a headach i have to goto the front office

[tulip frost]

You got to talk about your parents about burn out and stuff.
I assume you are British based off you being European and it being end of school for me and the fact any further into Europe I’d be out of school.