paper steppe
Hi! I (think I) have multiple personalities. They actually very differently from each other. Or maybe we? Not sure. Anyways, they act differently and have different opinions so I feel trapped because I have to lie a lot of the time. Like I'll say I want to do something, and then we switch and now I'm stuck doing something I don't want to do but feel obligated to do. I've talked to people about this, but everyone just thinks I'm crazy. They also feel emotions differently, like one of us who I am convinced just can't feel any emotion at all. I also can't find anyone willing to be in a relationship with me because of the emotionlessness. They also like and hate different people so that's annoying. It's usually only like 1 of us that can agree on someone. Oh, that's another thing. I can communicate with the others. Sometimes I can just hear them, sometimes I will have full on conversations sometimes they will just go offline or something and won't "come out" or talk for days. It's very inconsistent. I have no idea what's up with this. Anyone have a clue?
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