(Sorry for the textwall lol)
So, prior to a few days ago, i was very certain i was aroace. But… im not sure??
Im not sure if im actually attracted to anyone, but the thought of having a relationship is such a big no-go. Having a relationship seems like a straight downgrade, because it just creates stress, conflicts and other stuff that just makes life harder. And at what benefit? Well, in my eyes, none. I have had the occasional thought about dating, and on some very rare occasions i saw a girl and was like “wow.. she looks real pretty…” and was just… happy when i saw her… and cause idk what romance or whatever feels like i literally dont know what it was. Was it me liking her? Was it me just thinking she looks pretty? Man idk at this point, if you need some details, just ask for them