#i'm going FUCKING insane

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buoyant pewter
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ah yes

who loves being ignored & feeling nonexistent, being treated like a punching bag, feeling excluded, and being betrayed by your closest friends?? ABSOLUTELY. NOBODY.

"b-but i've felt how you've felt once..." NO FUCKING WAY BRO YOU LEGIT TREAT ME LIKE THIS DESPITE YOU GOING THROUGH THIS URSELF?? AH YES I LOVE IT WHEN PPL DON'T LEARN FROM MISTAKES. I FUCKING LOVE IT WHEN PEOPLE LEAVE OTHER PEOPLE TO SUFFER DESPITE KNOWING THE SOLUTION

||I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF NOBODY IS GONNA CARE ANYWAY|| the only thing that's keeping me alive is my family, but they'll get over it in like 2 months tops. if it was my younger sister who died they'd be mourning for a year smh -_-

so I decided the best solution is to just accept insanity & become this crazy jerk guy HAHAHAHA

what the hell do I fucking do anymore

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hahahah 😐😐

kind pulsar
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You should try to find new friends that actually listen to you and start to drift away slowly from the friends you already have, I’m going through a situation close to yours but not yet there, anyways that’s about it because I’m bad at trying to help. Maybe just get a quiet hobby to relieve stress? Like drawing? Reading? If you don’t like those then find some other quiet hobby but try to axtually find friends that do listen and don’t ignore or exclude you…..I should try doing this too because I feel my own friends do that a lot anyways hope this helps at all

visual elbow
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Accepting insanity isn’t the best solution. The best solution is minimizing the negativity that you input & output. Think about those feelings of hurt and betrayal that sting you now - by becoming a “crazy jerk guy,” do you want to inflict that on anyone else? Do you want anyone else to suffer as you have? Do you want to accept the consequences that come with that damage?

buoyant pewter