This must sound silly, but im genuelly scared of the year upon. Its kind of iverwhelming. I had alway been the left out kid in class, always trying to get into friends talks, always the last one to get a parner at games, always that one kid who just silently eats at break time. And, I finally got a bestie! But, thats the main problem. She dosent really gets my personality, but she tryes hard and all, im not saying shes bad wth me or anything. But im a really sensetive person. Like, to cry when somemone is mad at me, just because theyre mad at me, or i think they're. And not after i got my bestie, another girl jpined class, and for some reason, hated me at the moment, and so she tryed to keep me away from my bestie. And it has been like this for years, everythime i did a mistake with my bestie bc i was scared of her not wanting to be with me anymore, or to be angry at me, she tryed to pry her away from me. And I know that I was kinda of a toxic friend back them, kinda possesive, but i realised and tryed my best to change, for the good of others. But im so scared of the next year upon. Because, i might make mistakes again, and i willfuck it up again for sure. And then il be back to dr<wing in my sckeetchbook in a corner. But no, the teachers told me this year i couldnt bring the sckeetchbook to class. And the scketchbook at least keept me entretained. But im scared to be insolated and left alone at some point of the school year. YIm just venting. Thanks for reading all of this. I guess it would make me feel at least a bit better to say this online.But it didnt work. ....I dont want to go to school.
#Im scared of this school year
keen oracle
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