mellow beacon
I dont think this counts as a vent but idk where else to ask for help or advice
(Not sure if I'm just confused or not)
Genuinely considering whether to change my pronouns or not
I feel a LOT more comfortable acting more masculine than I do with acting feminine, so I always go for male roles whenever there's acting opportunities.
I feel lot better with having a more manly personality but still dont feel masculine enough to actually go through with the pronoun change.
I'm surrounded by supportive friends, even my boyfriend being trans (ftm), and a non-binary friend. Yet I'm not sure if its just me being confused or if I'm just tricking myself.
My parents absolutely despise the LGBTQIA+ community and always act so rude when its mentioned, they refused to take me to the Pride Festival this year, and they especially hate trans people, always saying "You were given a gender at birth, stick with it."
I haven't told them about the "she/they" pronouns AT ALL, but I like being called more masculine things, so I always feel more happy when my friends call me a he instead of a she
Please send help, I've been considering this for months 💔
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