i hate this i hate this so much i always wanted to be on stage, sing, dance , enjoy and cheer others while doing what i love. singing and dancing is a part of me, ive been doing it since i popped out.
but i cant perform, i cant sing, i cant dance, not anymore ill never be able to be on stage. ALL BECAUSE OF THIS RELIGION i cant, i fucking cant rn.
i cant be me, i have to spend hours in studying for it to fly over my head and then persue something i dislike, i cant di what i like because my family's religion wint allow me. me being around them wont let me.
and before u say "lolol its becoz ur a kpop fan its just a phase!!" no, i have videos of me dancing and singing since forever, i used to say i wanted to be a pop star but i cant persue what i love and it pisses me off