Do I deserve anything

[empty obsidian]

I want to go get up to make food. But I do not feel I deserve food. And it seems like a lot of work to put in for someone like me.

I feel hungry but I also feel very tired

[arctic moth]

You should make food.

[empty obsidian]

Do you think I deserve to eat

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I feel like I caused someone today to feel very sad all because of my sexuality

My s/o is experimenting with transitioning to female and I am a gay guy

I said I didnt know how I felt anymore

Because im only interested in guys

We've loved each other for a while now

And this came out of the blue

I feel like its my fault

I told her that I felt like she deserved someone better than me

Im wondering if I deserve food

Probably not that big of a deal but

I've made my friends stress out for me and im wondering if I deserve food or love

Im realizing that I probably feel like this bc of what ive been taught

[arctic moth]

You should seek therapy if you are able. Feeling imposter syndrome towards life can be hard, but it's important to remember that you are a human that matters.

[empty obsidian]

Unfortunately i cant

Im a kid and my parents could quite literally not care less about me

[arctic moth]

Then I suggest finding friends online or IRL that you can speak to. Remember that you are important no what your family tells you

[empty obsidian]

I currently do have friends i talk to I just wonder if maybe they're sick of me

Im always so worried that im inferior to everyone

[arctic moth]

I can't say I relate to this feeling but our brains can be our biggest bully. Self doubt can be overwhelming but you can try to resist it and work to make yourself more confident and comfortable