Everything is just getting worse... I can't even eat without getting really nauseous, I drink water but still get dizzy, and I'm already having thoughts of starving myself like I did when I was younger. I... hate it.
Like, why can't I be normal... It's like I'm a faulty machine that keeps on trying to fix itself and trying to become better... In reality.. the machine knows it's already scrapped. Thrown out...
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