I am ready to die. Im horrible at my dream (music) i get bullied all the fucking time. I can't stop relapsing. My head. It hurts. Im tired. Breathing hurts. I deserve this.
#im ready to die
pallid raptor
sly gorge
You do not deserve this. You have so much to live for and you need to follow your dream. Telling yourself you are horrible at it is just going to put you down. I believe in you and you need to believe in yourself. Follow your dream. We where born to dream even thought people dont want us too. Bullys. Bullys fucking suck dude to tell you the least. I have dealt with bullying and tried everything to rid them but they really have no lifes and are fucking losers. If you can try discussing with staff or teachers. That also dosent work the most of the time. Talking to your parents to transfer into a new school is also a option. But in the meantime the best i can tell you is to block it out. people fucking SUCK dude. And im not telling you, "you cant change what other people do but you can change how you react" Beacuse you shouldent have to deal with shittying fucking people. Its not your fault and you shouldent have to change the way you react.
To stop relapsing i can recommend. Getting a app or telling someone that you can deeply trust. Handing over the items that you use to someone. Its like handing over a burden and can help alot. Talking about it to somone you know in person can be hard so if you ever need to message someone im here and there are plenty of other people in this server who are happy to talk whenever.
pallid raptor
Mk.
sly gorge
But you matter and dont let anyone tell you otherwise.