I fucking did it I cut myself it feels like an addiction, it felt so good I didn’t cut bad there very shallow it’s so tempting to do more, I use to bite myself when I got stressed or angry and I still do, and think about biting at my flesh tearing holes and ripping my flesh apart with my teeth, I don’t know why I’m doing this I don’t need help it’s just a small thing I’m regretting it now. Something about watching the blood bead on the cut is so fascinating.
#TW :SH self-destructive I did it again
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Self harm is an extremely dangerous stim, you should find less harmful ways to manage stress.
I used to have an issue with pulling at my hair and still sometimes feel tempted to do it without even thinking about it. I have mostly beaten this habit by finding less harmful replacements for that sensation like string and other items.
I don't know anything off hand that would work for this but cutting is a very, very bad way to handle stress
Thank you, I feel a little less irrational then I did last night when this happened, I’m not sure what it was. It was just a thing that came over me that made me want to inflict pain on myself, they weren’t deep or bad but thank you.