I've had some mental shit in the past that I've just lived through and im mostly fine. But damn, school sucks. No friends in most of my classes, I feel like I stick out and look like an idiot, and i just feel like I dont care anymore. Last year life got a little rough, but I lived. This year is supposed to be harder, but I dont know if i have the mental strength to make it to the end. It also doesn't help that my friend seems cuter now and im to much of a wimp to say anything except make jokes with him
