Am I traumatized...?

[solar heath]

So nobody knows what I've truly been through in my past or in my childhood, but it's bad, like- really bad. So please, please for your sake and sanity, don't ask. Here's why I asked this question:

• Whenever mom screams or shouts at us, I feel the urge to cover my ears and just wear headphones. I would then feel sad or scared and just overthink in the process. Then there's the sudden ache whenever I make a mistake, it's so sudden, that I would just feel hurt straight in the heart. I would also overthink my past and future from time to time, specially when I make mistakes and my mom shouts at us. That's why I'm asking you guys...
  Am I Traumatized?

[gleaming apex]

As a person who's going through the same thing... yes, you're traumatized.

[solar heath]

Is there anything I can do to fight my trauma...?

[gleaming apex]

i actually have no idea. i just try to cope with it and trick myself into thinking "don't care about her, she doesn't matter." whenever she screams at me. (DO NOT follow this advice bc idk if what i'm doing is good or not)

[solar heath]

Alright... I guess that's up to me to figure out.

Thanks tho, for answering my question.