I know I have some unresolved issues that’s related to trauma. However anytime my bf get mad. (Like it can be about anything like his game) I don’t know why, but I’m terrified that he is going to hurt me.
I know he would never in a million years.
He’s the best bf I’ve ever had.
But the thought of it makes me want to cry.
He had NEVER laid his hands on me nor not really raised his voice at me.
I feel like I wanna cry. My chest hurts and I hate this. I can’t tell him because he deserves to feel he can express his emotions and feelings (he used to live in a house where he couldn’t)
It just hurts and it sucks so yeah.