I really fucking hate this, no one understands and I always feel left out and treated like a child. I have long term covid, pots and anxiety. I haven't been able to go to school normally for 2 years almost and I can't fucking do this. Im so tired of explaining to everyone why Im not at school or why I can't do things, and then I get called a faker cuz you can't see my disabilities and illnesses. My parents always act like nothings wrong but let me do nothing except school.
I can't stop cutting. Whenever I get sicker or something happens I cut or punch myself and can't stop thinking about committing
#TW-Talking about chronic illnesses and disabilities, and SHUGH I HATE BEING SICK I CANT
silk arch
mellow dune
Please keep living, I care about you, even if I don’t know you. I know no one deserves to die no matter what, please keep going.