Idk...

[valid falcon]

I'm also just losing motivation to do everything, even the things I used to love

[mystic barn]

Considering your "best-friend" hates you, you should dump them. You deserve better than what you are experiencing now. I am sure there are tons of other people in your school whom are experiencing the same things as you.
Losing motivation happens. You gain more talent then you do in you wanting to do it, trying new things can totally re-lit your fire for adventure and creativity.
And remember, Pridecord is here for you, everywhere you go.

[valid falcon]

Thank you, I really needed to hear that.
I've just been struggling a lot with losing connections after coming out to my close friends, and I don't know what happened.