Everything is so genuinely boring and annoying. One day I'm having fun with my friends and the next all they do is make me sick. I hate having to socialize. It's exhausting and feels like cheap entertainment breaks between the feeling of anger. I can't stand my social circle. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate them. I just don't feel anything towards even the ones closest to me. The fact that school starts soon doesn't make anything better. You're telling me that in a week I'll have to go and spend time with some of the people I despise the most EVERY DAY? Fucking hell. I strugle wish hygene so the thought of having to keep a clean appearance JUST because of school is sickening. I wish I could just lock myself in my room. I don't exist outside of the internet.
#This feels like zoochosis.
snow thorn
fathom lotus
As an adult who struggles with those problems to this day, I’m sorry you’re having to deal with this on top of school. It can be extremely overwhelming.. do you find good hygiene rewarding? Outside of presenting cleaner around peers
snow thorn
As an adult who struggles with those problems to this day, I’m sorry you’re havi...
not really, sometimes im in the mood to clean myself but thats pretty rare
thanks for caring though