tardy ember
I started freshmen year. I’m 14, with a gf, on the softball team and speech and debate. My mom wants me to be valedictorian, I feel so bad and I don’t even know if my education will be worth it as the world goes to shit.
I’m lost and I’m struggling and I have no clue what to do besides take my meds and hope my head clears up
I can do better I can be better but I feel trapped
I’m gonna plug my tv up again and watch heartstopper
I need to do laundry, my bed is dirty and so are my clothes and my book bag and my shoes and I
I need a relax day. In haven’t had one and it’s showing
tardy ember
||Teacher asked for a problem in the class and someone yelled out being gay||
(Homophobia warning)
I hate this class more than anything
tardy ember
I really, really, really can’t get a break
Starting the chronicles of
Shit Raven fails during fragsmen year :
Raven can’t write her debate stuff properly and gets chewed out by the coach
Raven can’t control her anxiety
Raven failed 2/4 of her algebra assignments that were meant to prep her on the diagnostic
Raven then didn’t study for the diagnostic
Raven fails to clean her room up after citing the fact she didn’t have time last weekend was the problem
Raven still has no clue wtf he’s doing
I want to cry but I won’t for some reason
It’s only week 4
tardy ember
My mom just outed me to my family and fucking yelled at me because I’m struggling with math, a subject I’ve been struggling with since I was young
I’m having such a good time
pure cedarBOT
God my fuckin head hurts
pure cedarBOT
I’m gonna cry my fucking heart out
And then I’m gonna ||pop a pill|| and call it a night (tw:pill mention)
My head hurts
My body hurts
I miss my mom and my dad and my fucking brother
I hate being here I hate it here I really do
I miss my life, I miss when I could actually exists without being stuck in fucking highschool
I miss my friends
I wanna throw up
pure cedarBOT
How do I help my friend when she doesn’t wanna help herself