Broke up

[livid cedar]

I mess things up I am always the problem with relationships now I don't have one more haha.. that was yesterday and I almost tried and ||kill myself|| but didn't because so much people was talking I was crying to and I was so so tired when I came home from first day of school I want to end it all so bad but I can't because there people that cares about me so be lucky and I am still alive because I would been ||dead|| by now because I mess things up why would one friend of my lover understand like what the ||fuck|| and people should just hate me ugh.

[unreal coyote]

That's just teen guilt, not everybody wants to pull the trigger but it's a phase of your life where you feel guilty about the smallest things.

And hey, if you continue to want to ||kill your self||, just remember we're here for you and everyone in this server.