Hey, so I’m a lesbian and now I want to come out to my (all straight) family.
Nobody knows about it and I just figured out for sure that I’m a lesbian and before that I thought I was bi which I also told nobody. I don’t think that my parents won’t be supportive because they will but I’m kinda scared about some other things.
Like will they treat me differently? I think that they will probably try to act natural but maybe they’ll still act differently around me.
Also I’m not sure about how some members of my family will react. I’m pretty sure they’re all not homophobic but still. My sister told me one time that she doesn’t have anything against lesbians or queer people in general but that she doesn’t want others to believe that she is one of them. And it’s not something I should be scared of probably but it somehow sounded like she doesn’t like them when you understand what I mean. And then there are my grandparents that were something like homophobic till a few years ago but not anymore and I genuinely have no idea how they will react about that. With my other grandma I have no clue what she thinks about queer people and that scares me also.
And then there is this thing about that everyone ships me with that guy that I’m really good friends with and has a crush on me (which I’m really sure about). I even thought that I had a crush on him not a long time ago but never told anyone about it. I figured that I don’t have a crush on him (never really had one) But what I want to say is that like almost everyone makes comments about it (My friends, my family) They really thing that we’ll get together and if I’d tell them that I’m a lesbian I think they would be very confused and I know it’s not my problem but I’m still scared that they’ll maybe think I’m not a lesbian but bi because when I thought I was bi and thought I had a crush on him, I told my mum that I have a crush on him. I really don’t have a crush on him and I’m sure that I’m a lesbian.