I am 17 years old girl and I am currently struggling with ||suicidal thoughts|| and ||selfharm|| last year I ||attempted|| and i failed i felt so much guilt and I didn't know why. I felt like what I did was a punishment of things and i needed to escape that. Did it work? No. I've been having therapies a lot but unfortunately I lied when it came to the topic ||suicide and harming myself|| I got forced by a ex friend to admit I wanted to ||kill myself|| and when I did it she manipulated and called the crisis team when i. ||overdosed|| and I sat at the therapy room locked up not allowed to leave until I talked. They already thought I was ||dead|| when they received the call i ||overdosed||. And now a year later, I still struggle but I dont wanna ask for help because I dont wanna be a burden or a disappointment but. I become a adult next month so I need to take responsibility but I am too scared to talk about it. I am sorry for the long text I really do but i just wanted to vent. 
#Vent? [TW]
opaque minnow
blissful epoch
I am 17 years old girl and I am currently struggling with ||suicidal thoughts|| ...
you don't have to be sorry, i genuinely wish the best for you 🫶
opaque minnow
Thank you so much 🫶🏾