austere fable
I thought that putting a label on myself would help, it seemed to have helped for a little bit but I just keep doubting myself and constantly bringing the thought back up in my mind, it feels as if something is wrong or missing with who I am (either gender wise or sexuality wise) every time I’m left to my own thoughts they end up either making me question my entire identity or just makes me feel worthless and useless. It seemed to get better for like a month after I started dating someone but know it just seems like I’m never enough for them and for myself, like I’ll never be good enough for them. Especially since school is starting soon and there’s just a lot going through my head all the time, it seems more nights then not I’m just lying in my bed crying because I have no clue who I am or why I’m just so useless all the time. And to top it all off I’ve been dropping weight, unable to sleep or eat and then some weeks I’m just fine, I have no issues whatsoever, I’m so tired of feeling like this.