split tapir
Tw: ||suicide|| ||SH|| ||Abuse maybe and mental abuse?||
I fucked up, I feel like a bad person. I'm a bad comforter I get yelled at on the daily for the smallest things, starting when i was just 7 or 8 my brother started harassing me and hitting me and making me feel like shit, he kept telling me to just shut up most of the time until it escalated when I was 9, he pulls my hair now im older, hits me if I go in his room and screams at me like he has nothing better to do. When I was 13 I got my first girlfriend, it was online though but I knew I loved her from the start, I feel like I overshare everytime I vent to her and even told her I wanted to ||kill myself|| many times and even showed her my ||sh scars|| i feel like she pretended to care because when I showed her my ||sh scars|| she tried to push her problem on me when I was trying to vent general because I felt like shit that day and like no one actually fucking cared about me and hated me that day on except my parents. My sister and brother treat me like shit and tell me im weird and too shut up most of the time, my brother I think mentally and physically abuses me and my sister.. When I lived at my old house he got so pissed I'd try to talk to him so much he'd just snap, when I was trying to tell him something he rubbed my face into the carpet of that stupid fucking floor and even told me that he didn't mean it which was a lie, he gave me a black eye and threatens to give me black eyes daily if I go into his room. I feel like im a waste of space most of the time and i feel more comfortable sharing here than to anyone. Im trans-masc, akoisexuality, polysexual and pan-sexual and I tried to tell my mom and dad when I was lesbian I liked girls but they took it horribly, I was too scared to tell my dad I was even in the lgbtq, when I got older I started cutting myself to feel better most of the time.
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