#I don't know if this is safe to do but...

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steep moat
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Am I broken? I keep overthinking stuff, crying in the bathroom, trying to please people, I hate myself, and it sucks. I'm trying my best to respond to everyone's needs but why must I be betrayed and hated on? I gave it my all, I tried not to forget, I tried not to feel stupid, talk stupid, or look stupid. But why? Why can't I just be enough? Even my family is telling me mean words and even if they reassured me, they keep doing it and it hurts... I think even my friends don't like me... I keep thinking people hate me and I keep thinking of negative stuff even if they keep telling me they don't hate me, how do I stop it?

steep moat
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@coral scarab:3

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I'll check later

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Gotta wash dishes

coral scarab
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Okieeee

steep moat
coral scarab
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The overthinking?

steep moat
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Or at least ask anyone you know that can help...

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All of it.

coral scarab
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Idrk... I've also tried to please people and i cried when no one heard it

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But I say you focus on yourself more

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Your mental health matters

steep moat
steep moat
coral scarab
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And you matter

gray dove
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You're not broken, and overthinking is normal. Crying in the bathroom lets your emotions out after bottling them up for who knows how long? Pleasing people is something most of us do, because the expected reaction from them satisfies us. Your family treating you like so is the same as me, but that's their way of teaching. It may seem unfair, strict, but it's something to be grateful for, letting them help you have a better and easier life in the future.

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In what way do you think your friends dislike you? What do they do to make you feel that way?

steep moat
coral scarab
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That's not very nice

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Is it online friends or irl friends?

steep moat
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It's the VC one.

coral scarab
steep moat
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Yeah...

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But the VC server for the PTK.

coral scarab
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Or the general chat?

steep moat
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Wasn't Positive.

coral scarab
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...

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I didn't really see what they said bad about you but, the only thing is I can say is we forget and you should focus on yourself,you are not broken,your just dealing with alot of stuff

steep moat
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coral scarab
steep moat
coral scarab
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And I've been overthinking alot when I was 11.

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But overthinking is natural

steep moat
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I know.

coral scarab
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As long as you don't let bad stuff go into your head

steep moat
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I guess I'm starting to collect myself piece by piece.

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I just found myself mentally.

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