genuinely, I’m done. I rlly am. So much shit has been going on it’s hard to tell if im even actually alive rn. Im worse than how i was the worst fucking year of my life. I’ve lost 2 people to suicide these past 2 months. They were so amazing to me and then they left. I can’t handle their deaths. Basically everyone is getting distant and im scared im gonna get abandoned completely. It’s hard to stay clean longer than a day. I cant eat or be actually ok now that Becca is gone without a heads up. I’m so fucking worried about her. I miss my dad. I rlly do. He fucking left me again, after being gone for 3 years. He’s leaving me AGAIN, after I just trusted him again. I’m genuinely so done. Im getting worse and idk how to fucking cope atp. The cutting, thoughts, just my fucking mental state is getting worse. I’m done.
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genuinely, I’m done. I rlly am. So much shit has been going on it’s hard to tel...
it’s genuinely a shame nobody has responded to this. i feel you, man. two of my crushes commited suicide right before i was going to ask them out. my grandpa died shortly before that. but you gotta have people you can lean on, and I don’t think you do. dms are open, you can always lean on me if you need it. “March forth, and do not regret your life, for you have much of it left.”