‼️(its not really a vent but i just need to drop my story and maybe get some comfort or tips from yall, and i also just need it to get off my chest)‼️
When i was 13 i was in children shelter because of my dad drinking and me not going to school, started hanging out more with my bsf and was clingy to her so bad,i also vaped that time,drinked and i think i tried weed and turned into weed addicted and tried killing myself, 14 i was living at my bsf all summer,i stopped using weed,i vaped , and drinked i was literally alcohol addicted , dressed more revealing to get older men and stuff, was meeting up with 20+ years old people and was groomed and i have been groomed before and then in September i was sent into rehab, im 15 now I don’t use alcohol or weed anymore, but I’ve noticed I often try to manipulate situations or people to get what I want. It’s not always healthy, but I think it’s a habit I picked up from my past. I also get defensive when friends say something that hurts, which makes me push people away. Losing my best friend to someone else still affects me, and I think that plays into how I act.
and i yeah ig that’s pretty much it!
#I JUST NEED TO TELL SOMEBODY THIS
timid sun
solar yoke
Gosh that’s a lot!
First, here’s a big hug for everything you’ve had to go through. 🫂
Second, it’s great to know you’ve stopped using alcohol or weed! That counts as progress
Third, about the manipulation of people, I’m not sure how to help but you could try to put yourself in other peoples shoes for now, it may work. It won’t be something you can pick up straight away but takes time to be able to do.
timid sun
Thank you this means so much for me! 