Why i had to fall in love with someone like him? that is slowly turning my life worse, i cant have an good sleep routine anymore, i cant eat the same amount of food that i used to eat, my depression level increased in the same minute that i started to love him, and everyday this become even higher, i have several anxiety attacks because of that boy, i cut myself at least every month because of him, he's the reason of all the suicide attempts that i had this year, i know that he hates me, that he think that i'm gross, but i still loving him...i tried to confess my fellings and my suffering for him a lot of times, but he always avoid talk to me, on my last try i even writted an letter for him, but he decided to rip the letter in pieces while laughing without even reading the fucking paper that i spended 3 hours writting for him just for this to happen, i became an stalker...taking pictures of him without he noticing, but today he saw...now he's saying that he's going to beat me. he's the reason of all my traumas and mental problems that i developed this year, he makes me believe that i can have a chance with me just to see me suffer more, he knows how i'm suffering because of him and still doing this for fun... even my therapist cant resolve this, i think that this will stop only when i die...
#Why...WHY?
tribal frost
tribal frost
guess i'll have to bring an pocket knife to school because of my SCHOOL CRUSH
harsh hinge
guess i'll have to bring an pocket knife to school because of my SCHOOL CRUSH
no, don’t do that
you’ll just get yourself into more trouble
tribal frost
guess i'll have to bring an pocket knife to school because of my SCHOOL CRUSH
now thinking more about this, its better for me to not bring it