I'm not 10000% sure I'm hypersexual but I think I might be I don't want to self diagnose but I have those horrible thoughts of being touched my other people without consent, I feel the need to always touch myself to I just want love from someone but I'm also just willing to give my body away for it. I always feel like I have someone's hands groping me and I have horrible fantasies of my friends family and strangers i see sa'ing me and I can't cope. I'm tired and I just want to stop being this way I feel disgusting and gross and unlovable. My old partner only made me feel loved when I let them touch me even when I didn't want to and it's just gross. I don't know what to do anymore
#I hate it. (Sexual stuff)
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This is very unfortunate, I recommend getting a therapist because some people cannot handle this