sturdy girder
I hope this goes here, I'm sorry if it doesn't. I am poly, at least I still think I am, I don't know anymore, I live with two trans women who I love very much, but today, at 8am, they got home and sat me down, and broke up with me. They lost attraction to me. I tried to ask if there was a way to work on it, or a way for me to fix it, but neither of them were willing. I was in a relationship with one of the two for nearly two years, this coming September, and now I've lost them both. I have no other romantic connections, and am afraid of ending up alone, which feels like that's what's going to happen. I wish I could socialize and make friends, and even find romantic interests, but I don't know how, its not easy for me, and I am scared to be demonized, as I am a cis, masculine male, I've never tried to harass anyone, I've tried to be friendly, but respectfully so, but there are times where it has happened, and it hurts.
I just want to find people who want me, platonically or otherwise...
oak prairie