I don’t know what to do, my parents don’t believe in me being gay and are like super-Christians. If I came out for who I am I know they will be casting “demons” out of me. They love to quote all these verses but they turn their backs at “love your neighbor”. So here I am, I am just hiding away and growing unhealthy addictions (in which I prefer not to talk about here,) and suicidal thoughts. Over the time I also haven’t been able to control myself, I might be hypersexual but if I told my parents they would say that’s another demon and bitch around. All I have in my mind is just unhealthy cravings and fantasies and urges I can’t control. On top of that I am hiding myself and closing myself out from my family. I am in a stalemate, and the longer I stay the more I feel like I am being pushed to my edge. I can’t stop it and I am ashamed of myself for doing what I do and being who I am. That was my small vent, good day. (Also no disrespect to Christians I just don’t like people who push their rules to other people while not following them themselves)
#TW: Hypers*xuality, Intentions to SH, Religion, Parents, Addiction.
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I don’t know what to do, my parents don’t believe in me being gay and are like s...
Although i might not fully understand you i understand what your going through right now its really really hard and your very strong for staying strong for this long im proud