grizzled plover
I feel like a grown baby. Today my mother called me and told me to do a task but she didn't specify well how to do it so I panicked and didn't do it, on top of that, I tried to get changed but I couldn't find something that didn't look like ass on me. I spend the rest of the morning until my mom came tearing up and sobbing while I tried to be functional. When she came and caught me with red eyes I couldn't explain to her that I was crying cuz she didn't tell me what to do step by step with full on details because it would make me look like an idiot and everybody else would have figured it by themselves.
Now I feel all stupid cuz I couldn't figure out how to completely do a simple task and I even dared to sob instead of trying to do something or call my mom to ask her [I didn't cuz I was scared of her thinking I was a dumbass].
This was kind of a big ounch in the gut knowing that just then I was starting to believe I was more mature than I really am
still valve