Currently Having a Meltdown Over Shaving | Pridecord | Page 1

leaden sierra Aug 12, 2025, 1:02 PM

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Genuinely can't take it anymore

Currently in tears because I shaved today and my ugly fucking stubbles still aren't gone

I have cuts all over my face now and I had to put a band-aid on one of them bc of how much I was bleeding

Admittedly this is the first time I cried over it but still

I don't fucking know what to do

It has gotten to the point where shaving is one of the most mentally damaging things I have to do every day

I recently started doing it every other day but it still doesn't help

Also doesn't help that my dad keeps on insisting that I look perfect the way I am and should do things to look MORE MASCULINE

HE KNOWS I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE THAT BUT HE KEEPS SAYING IT

I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING SERIAL KILLER WITH A FUCKING PETER GRIFFIN CHIN 24/7 WHEN I'M NOT WEARING A FACE MASK

I live in CT so I believe gender-affirming care is pretty accessible here despite what's going on but I don't have the money and my parents won't approve

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It's too fucking early for me to be crying istg

wraith whale Aug 12, 2025, 1:30 PM

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Maybe next time you have if you have an electric trimmer you can shave it a bit longer (which I recommend getting since your mental health doesn't allow you to shave to the skin)💙

leaden sierra Aug 12, 2025, 1:31 PM

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wraith whale Maybe next time you have if you have an electric trimmer you can shave it a bit ...

The thing is that I don't have access to something like that

Just regular razors that I already established don't work

If I were to ask my parents to get me one they'd immediately start questioning me

wraith whale Aug 12, 2025, 1:32 PM

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How old are you dear?

leaden sierra Aug 12, 2025, 1:48 PM

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Wanna at least try getting gender affirming care soon

wraith whale Aug 12, 2025, 1:50 PM

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Damn that's weird, having to ask at 17

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But yea can't rlly say much

leaden sierra Aug 12, 2025, 1:51 PM

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My dad's just super against the idea for whatever reason

Also I'm autistic so that might be another reason

wraith whale Aug 12, 2025, 1:52 PM

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I think it would be a reason to give you one if the Buzz doesn't make you crash tf out

leaden sierra Aug 12, 2025, 1:52 PM

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Yeah probably but I doubt they'll budge

wraith whale Aug 12, 2025, 1:53 PM

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Yea I rlly can't do much but I wish you luck with finding affirming care❤️

leaden sierra Aug 12, 2025, 1:54 PM

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Aight

leaden sierra Aug 12, 2025, 4:16 PM

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It has gotten to the point where it genuinely brings my mood down every time I look in a mirror

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I'M FUCKING SHIT THAT WILL NEVER PASS OFF AS ENBY

leaden sierra Aug 12, 2025, 4:43 PM

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SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE

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EVERY FUCKING TIME I SHAVE IT NEVER GOES AWAY

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I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS ANY LONGER

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IT HURTS SO MUCH

leaden sierra Aug 13, 2025, 12:46 PM

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I can't take it anymore

wraith whale Aug 13, 2025, 1:33 PM

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Are you in need of something?

leaden sierra Aug 13, 2025, 1:34 PM

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wraith whale Are you in need of something?

Nah I was just trying to bump the thread

wraith whale Aug 13, 2025, 1:34 PM

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?

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But like if you need something you can dm me and I'll try to help

#Currently Having a Meltdown Over Shaving