everyting even my unhealthy coping mechanisms feel to out of reach. Idk what to do i just feel empty. Completely and utterly empty, mentally anyways, otherwise i feel sick, i feel like im dying. all because I'm mentally messed up. I genuinely do not know what to do and that scares me.
#I feel so lost rn
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If I may ask what causes you to feel like this
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If I may ask what causes you to feel like this
honestly just everything has built up but rn i'm having problems with my gf and i feel like shes just made up a bunch of bs (which she has unfortunatley) and is only thinking about her and things that do not matter to me. (Its obviously 10x more complicated than this but theres to much to actually get into detail) so thats probably whats set this off, but like, i have one person ik irl that we have a mutual thing that we both help eathother when we need it, on the other hand all my other friends just take and take and take all the emotional avalibility i have for them until i have no more and they start to ignore me, and they never give me anything in return when i need it. Idrk what im supposed to do about either of these so :\
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honestly just everything has built up but rn i'm having problems with my gf and ...
Ouffff yeah that's messy but I'd say just take a step back from everything, become a ghost for a couple of days and take care of yourself during that time)
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Ouffff yeah that's messy but I'd say just take a step back from everything, beco...
Unfortunatley i cant become a ghost cause i literally have to see them all tomorrow but on the most part im trying, but tysm xx I will
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Unfortunatley i cant become a ghost cause i literally have to see them all tomor...
And if you need me I'm always here and understanding
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ty xx I means alot honestly ❤️ (Something else just happened so lowkey gonna crash out but im still trying yippee)
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My gf's status says "I did it again" and if you put together the fact shes not in a great place mentally its pretty easy to work out so uh, yeah : D not good and it's making me feel bad knowing she would've done it because of ts :\
soooo idk what im doing anymore 🙂
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Like I said it think you should step out like tell her you're gonna take space for urself for a couple of days
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yeah i think thats smart honestly :\ ty xx