Im so fucking confused I feel so lonely and sad and blind. I think I repressed emotions or something? I cant even cry so when I think about being lonely instead of being healthy and crying just fucking cut myself and that's so pathetic. I just hope that no one should have to deal with my bullshit in the future and that will probably the extent of my contribution to society.
#(Tw: sh) vent
toxic crag
Recently instead of sleeping i end up staying up thinking
And cuz I just cant fucking cry
I've been inching closer and closer to cutting till I just cut tonight
(Tw: sh) vent
I also just hate eating food now?
Recently I've just been eating way less and when I do eat I get frustrated at myself
I keep telling myself I just need to eat less to lose weight
I dont know what to do
fair oak
I'm late but don't cut, try and find other alternatives, also please eat, I don't want you to develop a ED, you don't need to lose weight by not eating, try and find other ways that might not be damaging in the long one please
candid jolt
I keep telling myself I just need to eat less to lose weight
No, eat more IDC if u get fat
Fill the craving