ive realized latley that i couldint care less weather or not i live of die, im not going to activly try to commit but if somthinng might kill me (easiest example is over drinking energy drinks) i really dont care and might seek it out. i hate the ideah of commitig die, but i hate the feeling of being alive the same amount. ive asked my mom to put me in thearapy (she dosent know how bad things are) but shes been postponing it for almost 8 months now. idk what to do
#i dont care if i die
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You might want to let her know how bad it is. That's probably why she is putting it off
hollow sigil
You might want to let her know how bad it is. That's probably why she is putting...
ik, im just scared shell look at me as a problem insted of a person, or she might blame herself..