it's funny....all of my problems in my life right now wouldn't have happened if I didn't listen to the two shitheads that told me to throw up, the people that were friends and then got mad everytime I tried to text them, or stood up for their dumbass girlfriend who was a piece of shit.....I wouldnt have a boyfriend, I wouldn't be sitting around and acting happy while I have no idea if he's ok or what's happening, I can't comfort him at all, I can't try to help.......I wouldn't have tried to run away from my dad's while they were arguing and yelling bc my dad punished me for cutting myself.........my little sisters wouldn't be sad because they might have to choose between their dad or mom......my mom wouldn't have told me that me putting my preferred name into the preferred name spot is cash app is wrong, even tho I put my legal name where they told me too.....maybe I'll do it again a not throw up, that's where it's heading at this point because there's no point in living.....no point in staying for someone who might never come back..... time to decide which method I wanna use and where I wanna use it....at this point who cares who is sad.....at least I'll be happy
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lucid hare
If you need someone to talk to, my DMs are always open. If you need a friend I'll be here. Everything will get better eventually, it might take a while but I promise it will improve at some point