I'm scared. I'm a teen and I have shitty ways to cope and calm down with panic or anxiety attacks ||[squeezing or hitting myself, bitting stuff (I used to do it on my arms but I can't since it's summer and I need to wear short sleeves to not die burnt so I can't promise I won't go back to doing it to myself in winter), pulling my hair, etc...|| I also overly sensitive, so I cry easily, have anxiety, need to be accompanied in public to distract myself because or else I'll be looking like a deer in headlights, I hate leaving my home cuz I always seem to embarrass myself in public, I break or accept almost anything under a little pressure, I'm weird [I like to make cat noises sometimes, I open and close repeatedly my hand or fingers a lot when nervous, mumble random words when from time to time when i feel awkard or I cringe], and I'm scared of my future as an adult. I don't know if I'll get any better and i want to be a normal functional adult but it feels like I have too much to work on and I don't know if I'll be able to fix it all before I start seeing seen as an adult and people get bigger expectations over me
#Future
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that's alright, being sensitive is not a bad thing, you're more empathetic, antisocial (based off what i know from this post), and have a normal nervous habit. I'm weird too, we all are, no shame in it. you're a normal person, you'll be ok! 🙂
let me say this there is no normal we grow up thinking there isbut face it see alisha (random name) she is a colored person who has an average body brown eyes just plain simple clothes then look at alexa (again random name) blonde hair white skin clown makeup amount gucci prada and all the expensive crap highheels all the time long dresses cut on the sides they are totally different one looks "normal" and the other "rich" but what if the "normal" was also rich it doesnt make sense and also for the array of differences in people makes a "normal" impossible