fast spruce
Usually I would shit talk myself but today people just piss me off.
First annoying person: Mom.
My mom started threatening to take my phone away and make me go to bed because "I'm losing sleep and need to get back to school schedule." Is that true? 100% yes. But if we're being real, everyone else i talk to my age does that. It's just normal. And she said, "See, your brother is older than you and even he's sleeping more. He's older, so he knows better than you."
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Just because someone is older doesn't mean they're smarter or know any better. They're just older. That's all there is to it.
I don't see a point in school anymore cuz the American education system sucks ass now and my mom still makes it seem like "oh if you don't finish this assignment you'll die"
And she picks up therapy cards she sees any chance she gets cuz we're in the middle of a divorce (I hate both parents ngl but I'd prefer my mom over my dad cuz he's more bitchy and has a gambling addiction) and says " for if things get rough for you, honey"
Be so for real right now.
I never gave even ONE shit about the divorce. If anything, I want better parents. I don't wanna lose one, since I'm still dealing with one bitchy parent.
Also I'm (secretly) atheist and she's starting to get really conservative and Christian. Plus, uhhh I'm a closeted transmasc and I can tell she reached the transphobic side of Christianity. And even though I hate her, I still gotta live with her. I can't afford to come out and end up KICKED OUT. I'm only 13 and have no friends to run to, and I heard homeless shelters treat people badly. The best thing I could do is find a runaway group where I live or something and join them.
Quick ones I don't need to/wanna explain:
My two aunts from Mexico
Teachers
My period (monthly torture amiright 😃)
My dad's mom/grandma 1
People who don't believe Mizuki Akiyama is transfem 😱
2: my dad
a n n o y i n g
I would rant on more but I'm tired so I'll add more later
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