#kaiko.

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coarse briar
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hi guys. Im Reagan.or kaiko. I feel trans and gay?. but at the same time I feel lesbian. my mental health is terrible . my thoughts have gotten worse. I don’t know how much longer I can stay alive or even clean. I can’t even find friends that aren’t fake or don’t ghost me. my parents are homophobic so if I come out to them I will probably get kicked out. I honestly love yall if I don’t stay. I can’t even stay in a gc cus I sound young or my voice is annoying and too high pitched.

somber mantle
# coarse briar hi guys. Im Reagan.or kaiko. I feel trans and gay?. but at the same time I feel ...

Oh, sup kaiko. Finding friends is also hard for me, that's relatable as hell, lol. Although until now I hate to budge myself into some group of people to try and make friends, I just wait for them even so I won't get one for sure, although sometimes I do have made some actual good friends in the way, it takes time and patience anyways.

Well, I don't know what to say further, but homophobic parents commonly exists since then, but oh well just in case they really are so against it that they can't stand seeing or hearing about related stuffs.. then it's better to I guess pretend or hide it further for the meantime and just try to finish your studies and stuffs get a job and finally try to be more independent where you can finally get out of your parents control and be yourself.

About your mental health, that's not something to turn a blind eye on easily, it's risky when it gets much worser than it is, if you want to you can share or discuss about your struggles or etc here if you wish so or get actual help from professionals: #🆘|crisis-help-channels