#IM GONNA KILL MYSELF

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eternal knot
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Im really thinking about it

raw thistle
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oh, uhhhh... idk what to say exept for DON'T, it's not worth it, you have this commnity who supports you and uhhh i hope this can help to an extent

cunning rain
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well, im gonna be straightforward with this one. do you have anything or anyone that you love? how about something you still want to accomplish and such like goals or etc?

do know death is once, its not a cure either, if it was? doctors shouldnt be saving people in general then. although i dont really know why or what is the problem or whats causing you to have those thoughts yet, unless you wish to share why? im available to talk with if you want to.

if you want to as well, you can just call the hotline: #🆘｜crisis-help-channels in case it really bothers you much so badly now physically and mentally. professionals can handle it better than some band of people in discord, so yeah they exist for a reason.

wraith spindle
# eternal knot Im really thinking about it

Hey, I'm here to help. My DMs are open if you want to talk. Whether you want me to try and solve it, or whether you just want me to listen. I'm here for you. Just know this: It does get better. You will get negative thoughts, but when you do (even though it's hard, I've been there), counteract them with positive thoughts. It sounds trite, I know. but speaking from experience, it helps

eternal knot
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STOP TRYING TO MAKE IT BETTER YOUR JUST MAKING IT WORSE

wraith spindle
brave lichen
mild jackal
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Don’t do it I tried once it isn’t worth it trust me

cunning rain
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It wasn't never been worth it, unless in some circumstances medically necessary where they actually allows it. Although, it's not like your the same with someone with a DNR status.

Well, just to share I did as well tried to kill myself not once mostly 5x the fifth one is this year, hopefully my girlfriend gave senses to my head again which stopped me from wasting my life.

I know life isn't easy nor always in our favor mate. As long as you can still smell, eat, walk, think, etc? Then keep moving, just try to find someone you can lean on when your down or whenever you think the world is against you. After all for the people who's been stuck at the coma for God knows how long? Will be jealous with your life, since you can do what they can't since they literally just lying down in the bed and eat or drink for the rest of their time unless they actually get discharged. How about some disabled people as well who's going through a lotta things as well, yet they continued their lives despite the disadvantages and insults. So yeah, if you still can, fight it. If you don't, then it's your lost, there will be some acquaintances of yours that will not love to hear the news that you've killed yourself..

I've been insulted and treated differently many times, that I never spoken to anyone unless it's needed to respond.. I've been also slapped, beaten up with a metal pole, punished by kneeling in the salt in the floor, etc.. quite painful aye? That's not even all.. but I still kept fighting that's the important part. So I hope you can as well.

Please do reach out on the professionals that can help you further. #🆘｜crisis-help-channels

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Do try to talk about your problems to someone you can trust as well, after all venting out your problems helps somehow. Stay safe lad.

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